if I'm dead, um...i don't know. life after death? but if you're dead in another world, aren't you alive? that's so funny when i think about it. reminds me of that biggie song, Suicidal Thoughts. "When i die fuck it i wanna go to hell, 'cause ima piece 'a shit it; it ain't hard to fucking tell..." honestly, i dont know what to believe anymore with heaven and hell. i hate the way directors make the devil look in movies. with horns, all red and ugly. people, Lucifer (according to the bible), was the most beautiful angel in heaven; he was also God's right hand man. people can literally go all day long debating on religion because truly religion doesnt have an answer to anything. everything just stays neutral. esp. our minds. i feel like society has blind folded out minds, making us only capturing what they want us to see. but really thinking about it all, everyone is close-minded till a certain extent. why doesnt jesus come down and say, "ha, there's cameras in every angle of your life and i just fooled you suckaaa. you are on the reality show of Francheska." as if. what makes an individual, an individual? we all shit, fart, pee, burp and do normal things like one another. what?, features; personality? like, why go to school?, to be someone? what they're born already to do it. like a natural talent. i hate the fact that colleges look at grades and say "he/she isn't qualified". to me, grades doesnt speak about a person. people arent good test takers or writing essays etc. everything about this life is BS. we live to die. what kin of shit is that? what if were dead and were living in the aftermath of our death in our previous world? imagine? "....it makes no sense going to sense goin'a heaven with the goodies goodies. dressed in white; i like black tims and black hoodies..."
i love this. its definitely something that everyone thinks about,but are afraid to talk about it aload.
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